I' m sitting here in contemplation ....
I want to feel something...I'm asking, but actually i don't know anything about this feeling! I try. I try to understand what is going on in this moment....i can see myself lying down on a beautiful carpet made of grass. I may look relaxed, but honesty, not at all...
My hand is now waving up to the  sky. Suddenly a dragonfly is touching me on my finger!
Now i realize I was unconscious and I had simply been waiting for something that I can feel.. it has come to me...in touch of a natural spirit.